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I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet>>


Meetup with pam cal bin on friday was good! (:
Loads of laughter &joy shared. Heh, those gossips, meants only for our ears &no one else.
Walking around marina square with y'all, snapping photos with y'all. Ahh. Reliving those china trip memories. (:
Miss them! It's impossible to return to those moments, yes i know. But hey, let's create more!
Maybe the hotel stay at year end, the stayover at our already overcrowded place, the overseas trip, etc. ((: Yes yes?

Decided against nyny since it's going to be a little harsh on our wallets, &headed down for pizza hut instead. (: Ohmyg, you should have totally seen the way we all tried to covered the pizza with cheese &more cheese. So embarrassing when we had to ask for two refills! Hahah. :D
The waitress serving our table seems pretty occupied, yes? Hehe.
Pam &i finished the last slice &went Secret Recipe to get a cake for cal, since it's her birthday the next day.
Hahah, i think we really caught her by surprise when the lights dimmed &the birthday song was played! (: Happy 19th birthday dear ms messy! :D

Headed over to Esplanade since there's basically nth left in Marina Square to walk about. :\
Oh oh! We saw weixiang! Hahahah. :D Certainly do brings back more memories, yes girls? Heh.




Snapped more photos, before we went to level 1 for chats. :D
Ahhh, it's just like those hostel times, when we chat &chat, til all of drift to sleep. (: But the sad thing is, we can't possible sleep there! ): Ahhh.
It's really fun meeting up with y'all, catching up &chatting. :D yes, make the next meetup not one &a half years later, but soon! (:


I could barely pull myself up at 7plus this morning. ):
Headed down to The Southern Ridges with my parents. (: Pretty awesome. I think i'm gonna pull some of my friends along with me. We can walk this whole trail, &chitchat &exercise at the same time! :D It's going to be so nice, yes? (:
We started off at the Alexandra Arch, then we went to Telok Blangah Hill Park , Henderson Waves, Faber Walk, Mount Faber Park, Marang Trail &ended up opposite vivocity.






Ahh, but i couldnt make it for VI games day instead. :\ It's a pity we arent able to form the 0707 team. ): Well, hope those who went had fun! (:


Fortune Cuisine with aaron bryan benj in the evening. (: The guys went rattling about army, while i was listening &listening. Seriously, just afew more dinners with the guys, maybe i can come up with a book named 'Life in NS'. Hahah, at least the guys were nice to notice how bored i am with the topic! ;D
It's nice just hanging around with them, chitchatting &catching up. (: It would have been alot more fun with more people, definitely!
I really miss class. ): Like really, infinitely, ttm.
I miss the 5 guys behind, us 6 girls sitting tgt with rp at the side, f6 in front of us, &the rest of the classmates filling in the gaps. I miss the breaks with the girls. I miss pc with the girls &class. I miss birthday celebrations with the classmates/clique too! :D Really, really. I miss y'all!


Oh yeah, i saw vincent! &vincent saw me. I make him happy, so im his good friend. (:

Hahah. Stay happy good ol' giant friend of mine! I'll make my promise come true! Just wait, patiently. :D


It's bugis tmr with mummy. (: On a secret mission. Haha, sometimes my mummy is just so adorable! (:


siwyanaltwyd,cijmfysbd. :\
Let it all go, baby.

Labels: fortune cuisine, miss china trip, southern ridges

Thursday, February 26, 2009;

♥ 2/26/2009 04:58:00 PM

I stared at the phone, you still haven't call
&you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all>>



That fateful cny eve, when i dropped the whole stack of utensils after reunion dinner. Some spoons broke &a piece of it cut my ankle.
&my brother just happily added "Oh, luckily you didnt clear my side of the table leh. I saved one spoon!"
Walaoooo. What an adorable brother i have. Hahah.


Furama's buffet spread is honestly sinful. (: With all the delicious food waiting for you, you just can't help but have afew more servings.

Especially that free flow of chocolate fondue. Ahh!




Mm, there're too many things stuck inside of me. Too many.
&they're weighing me down.
Mm, too much emotions, too much thoughts. Too much words, &too much tears.
I'm just gonna keep my sanity, &try to get myself out of this mess, which i had been tripping &stumbling all along.


On a lighter note, check out the bffl blog under the links sections! (:
I'm so gonna miss you, szemian!
So much, so much, so muchhhhh. ):


yltm,aog.

Labels: bffl, too much to handle

Saturday, February 21, 2009;

♥ 2/21/2009 09:14:00 PM

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around>>

Met up with joel on wed, after work. Hahah, i cannot believe i almost couldn't recognise you, yknow!
Tsk! You gotta stop changing your looks, joel! (: Either that, or it meant that we need to have more meetups. Haha. (:
Katong laska was the bomb! (: Headed down to Cold Rock for some icecream.
Hahah, it's nice catching up with you! Hearing interesting stories bout you, &i bet you enjoyed hearing my stories as well, yes? How we dislike a certain type of fruit. :D Hahah, SSHH!
No pictures taken! Cos i know you're a guy who doesnt enjoy the company of a camera, yes? (:

BBDC after work on thursday &friday, &another one session tmr morning. :\ I think i'm gonna boycott gombak &batok for a period of time soon.
Met up with hl on friday while i was on the way back home from BBDC. Hahah, i know i said i wont post this up. But aiyah, nvm lah hor? :D We were sitting on a big rock by the carpark for chats &all, then suddenly smth dropped down from the branch with a loud thud (okay, it went piak instead, i think). &it turned down to be some four legged creature. DAMN GROSS i tell you! Ugh. ):
But it's still a nice chat with you by the rock, sweets. (: Let's hope our wish come true. (:

Met up with the sec sch girls for a quick meal today at jp, as yy's farewell meetup. Ahh, a little pity mrs grapes couldn't make it! ): It'd be alot more fun i guess!
The waiter serving our table seems really sick! Hahah, honestly! Why dont you get a day off work? Tsk. We gave yy her farewell gift, then there was a long pause of awkward silence. Hahah, but joa broke it off by laughing. (:

Only photo taken, before we went our separate ways.
(: Dear y'all! I just want to say, life in sec sch, esp sec 3 &4, became so enjoyable &memorable cos of the company &friendship i had with y'all! I really miss those times. (:
I really hope this friendship of ours stays. (: Really.
&dearest yy! (: Have fun in aust okay! Please dont get a new aussie boyf then forsake us &mh! HEHE. Kidding. You can get an aussie boyf there, just dont forsake us! (:
Hope you like the book! (:

I met up with bp after the girls left. Walked around aimlessly, chitchatting & just hanging around.
Thanks for zooming down to save me from boredom okay! (: &of cos to hy, who chatted with me on the phone while waiting for bp to come down. &bryan, who came down to meet us when i said im in jp. Thanks thanks! (:
Went bakerzin with those 2, &bra &i had 12 pieces worth of the free flow of bread. Hahah, we've all since really understand the imptance of money! &walao, the vinegar plus bread really sting my tongue. ): I hate it now. ): ):


Bra left, while both of us continue combing jp. (: Thanks for the company, friend!


He's just not that into you seems pretty okay. (: I mean, it gets boring initially which makes me feel like falling asleep, but it gets more interesting towards the middle. (: Yeah, some girls just think too much &usually end up thinking wrongly. TSK.

stirdkhtf.cysmpad.wdyabmuthattmbttg?

One of the worst thing that can happen to one, is when the mind tries so hard to find an excuse.
&when it finally did, the heart came up with more than ten within the snap of a finger, to make that particular excuse useless.
&i hate it.

Labels: i fear (really), idk what to feel, meetup with joel, sec sch girls

Saturday, February 14, 2009;

♥ 2/14/2009 10:48:00 PM

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything>>


Nfc 2009 was held at Fairfield this year. (:
A tinge of pride in me, when i see cadets from all over singapore coming down to Fairfield, where the annual Footdrill Competition is held. Really nice.
I'm proud of being a fairsian. &i'll always be proud of it.
Fairfield gives me too many memories, both good &bad. Way too many. If not Fairfield, i guess i wont be who i am today. Well, not that i'm actually somebody today. But aiyah, you get my point. (:
I'm thankful for Fairfield. Really thankful.


Fmssrcy, you might have lost nfc 2009, but it's okay! There's always a next round, &the next. I don't request for y'all to be the champion in the competition, i just want y'all to be champions in the journey. (:
Learn all your mistakes &correct them in time, for the next competition which awaits us. &i'm very sure, one day, the silverware will belong to us rightfully.
So, dont be discouraged or give up, kids! (: Let's push one another along this journey, &continue fighting on. :D


Anyways, on a lighter note, i met up with bffl ytd after work! :D
Happy black friday, dearest! Muacks!
Thanks so much for everything you gave, the gifts, the memories, the company, the etc.
Actually whatever i want to tell you are all in the book already!
Yeah man, let's make that a book of our memories! :D









Thanks dear, for the listening ears, the firm handshake, the steady shoulder, &the assuring hugs when i needed them.
Forget me not while you're in china! (:


Amanda leong! :D

Ohmygggg. Thanks so much for your blogpost dedicated to me. Yes yes! I'm so touchedddd ttm (like what you like to say). Hahah. :D
I miss you too! I also want to go jalanjalan with you, makan with you, playplay with you, talktalk with you, spend time with you, &everything with you too! &WHEN IS OUR NEXT GATHERING GOING TO BE!
Haha. Thanks girl for listening to all my stupid complaints &_____. Thank you, for being so understanding as well! :D More emails okay!


Today's v day! Spent this day with AB. Ahh, missing H, if not it'd be another AHBF gathering! Haha, next time okay!
I tell you, it's uber embarrassing cos i took the wrong bus without realising, &ended up pretty late while meeting those two guys. &of all the places available in the world, we settled for smth cliche like Pizza Hut. Hahaha, yes! Pizza Hut! &worse, i can't afford to eat my all time favourite Curry Zazzle br cos of my dying throat. ):
We went Big Bookshop after that meal, before going for a round of tangyuan. Seriously, try the peanut ones only! I dont think the rest are any nice! ):



Hey guys, thanks for the company! (:


There're still so much more i need to say, still so much more i need to understand.
But i guess it's all too late already.
Maybe things are better off left this way.
I'm moving on already.

Labels: amandaleong, date with bffl, fd comp 09, idk what to feel, move on

Friday, February 13, 2009;

♥ 2/13/2009 10:46:00 PM

Baby what happened please tell me
'Cos one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door>>


Drop by fairfield ytd after work.
Ahh, i tried to rush already. ): But i still din managed to see the squad do their drill.
Heard from the ncos their fancy drill is pretty good. (:


I know i haven been down for training much. Well, maybe too little to count, except for the fd comp camp.
But still, hey guys, i'm glad the whole squad made it this far. Survived through the impossible fd trainings, &tough times tgt with one another.
Tmr will be the day y'all will march into the competition ground with pride &determination. (:
The moments might soon fade, but i hope the memories &bond you forged with the squad will always be remembered. Cherish them, cos few years down the road, these memories will be the one which you'll always hold dear to your heart. (:
So fd comp squad 08/09, all the best tmr! :D
Be a winner, not only in the competiton, but in the journey as well. :D
Fd comp! Better than the best! Woo-ha! ;D


I'm like sick like anything on earth now. ):
My throat's killing me, my nose's running from me, &my temperature seems to be climbing the stairs up to nowhere. Gahh.


Paper promises, false hopes.
Those never-meant-to-be endings.
Thanks for them, but you can keep them for yourself.


Fd comp tmr!
Gotta get some rest already! (:
I'll blog more about the dinner with bffl &amanda's blogpost for me tmr! :D

Labels: fd comp 09

Wednesday, February 11, 2009;

♥ 2/11/2009 11:02:00 AM

Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
&when somebody loves you
Will they always love you>>


Sometimes, i see myself struggling with what i have at hand, yet still bother to make the effort to try to catch up &find time for people around me.
Then it struck it, at my weariest moment, that when i'm the one who needed company &help, no one seem to be there. :\
But then again, i guess it's okay.


I wish y'know, i have a gazillion thoughts running through my head. I have a million things to say, but i always can't find the words to express them. I'm experiencing hundreds, thousands of emotions daily, yet i can't afford to let them be shown.
i w t n h b. b n t i h, i s j s d t p n h h. i m, s i m p u a b a s f, p t i a n h a a. b h, s i.
i k d i, m e a a, a i m b c a h.
Why?


Duration of 5 songs, baby.
Duration of 5 songs, &i can't think of anything anymore.

Labels: idk what to feel

Sunday, February 08, 2009;

♥ 2/08/2009 10:22:00 PM

Minutes of heaven
Accompanied by hours of disappointment>>


Saturday was pretty well spent! (:
Although the night before, i've wonderful friends calling my phone to conference, without allowing me to sleep. Hahaha, but i really don't mind if y'all do it again soon! (: It's so fun to hear the retarded voice of everyone after so long! :D
I've really awesome classmates. (:


Suntanning with the 3 girls were cool! (:
So much laughter &fun shared, i thought i would laugh my lungs &heart out at the beach. But it's a risk worth it.
Manda elis sarah! Rmbr the plan for the fortnight dinners, the sentosa card so we can go sentosa on a regular basis, &the grill meal at my place! (:
I really enjoy my time spent with y'all! The volleyball + soccer was the funniest please! Playing beside those pros. Hahaha, felt so embarrassed!
I really dont think i can afford to post up alot of photos! Because most of them are totally unglam &horrible. Ahh!
But here's a nice photo for sarah &manda! :D

Hey girls, y'all are awesome. (: Meet up soon again!


By the time we left the beach &finished bathing, it was already close to 1730! Hahaha, which means i was suprer ultra duper late for the meeting with my classmates.
Trained with elis &manda, &i zoomed down to NYNY at jp.
(: Everyone seems to have grown up!
I just feel really happy to see everyone again. (: We've all since graduate from college, &i guess that's what make gatherings so impt huh? (:
The guys joined us after that. Walked around jp aimlessly before settling down at macs for icecream &chats.
I'm just really glad to see everyone! Really glad!



Thanks so much for turning up, classmates! ;D


When the pieces began to fall into places, i think i'm beginning to see the whole big picture.
I think i get it now.
&i should get moving already.
y w n b m h i g. f w.

Labels: gathering with classmates, idk what to feel, tanning session

Friday, February 06, 2009;

♥ 2/06/2009 03:42:00 PM

it's beautiful, wonderful
Dont you ever change>>


Hey Stephen's a really addictive song. It's on repeat mode on my mp3.
Gives people the urge to get a boyf called Stephen.
Hahaha. Alright, i'm just kidding.


Came across smth which made alot of sense to me.
Here it goes:

Because sixty seconds you spend upset, is a minute's worth of happiness you'll never get back.

It makes me feel as though no one should be upset ever again. (:


I can't wait til knock off time, then i'd rush home to change before going for another jog. (:
I fell down ytd while jogging, it's so embarrassing please! Thank goodness there weren't any people behind me. &that leave me with a red &swollen ankle which lasted through the night. Bahh.


&I CAN TELL YOU, IT'S CLOSE TO MINUS 100 DC IN THE OFFICE!
Does it take a scientist to tell you that i'm freezing?


Sentosa tmr, followed by girls' dinner at night. :D
Okay, no wonder i'm able to survive through this week.
Can't wait!

Labels: bored at work, idk what to feel

Thursday, February 05, 2009;

♥ 2/05/2009 11:11:00 AM

Cause i can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain so>>


I should be loving my life now.
But i doubt i am.
:\ Life's full of contradictions &crossroads.
Maybe a minute ago, you just finished crossing a cross junction. Then now, you find yourself facing yet another one.
&y'know how much i hate crossroads.
Right, maybe y'all dont.


i d k h i s b f r n. y i t m n t h a h, b a v t l.
):


Tag replies;
Zul; Yes zul! I understand how you feel, just like how you understand me. ): Hopefully we'll see the sun soon? (: Hahah, i'm sorry i don't mean to make you upset. But my friend's ORD is on 10 march.
Mr Charismatic; Lol. Sure! i'm fine with anything lah. You organize okay? Hahaha, have fun on your date with _____ on v day!
Bean; Yeah i guess. I should be happy hor? (: Hope you find a job you like soon!
Xiann; Hello kx! Ahh, at least you have an income! Haha, for the sake of money (&entertainment, yes?), jiayou bah! (:
Joel; Hahaha! Wah, why your tag suddenly so nice? I sense a little sarcasm yknow! Lol. (: I'm gonna copy &paste your tag at the end of this post to make sure everyone gets to see it. ;D
Darren; Huhhhh. ): But i'll be very bored during work if i don't go fb y'knowwwww! ):


Here's joel's tag!

Joel: wow i am so touched...i feel so warm and fuzzy inside...i have such a loving sister....awwwwww....

Hope everyone's having a good day ahead!

Labels: bored at work, idk what to feel